||[Dec. 15th, 2009|10:13 pm]
I just tried to go to bed at 9:30pm (which is its own separate wtf) and I could not sleep because my brain went down this epic spiral of how I keep liking guys who are younger than me, and then I realized I really don't know that many guys who are actually my age, and THEN I realized that any method I could use to meet guys my own age I don't trust. This all led me to become completely terrified that I will never fall in love and I will never get married.
TERRIFIED!!! Like, what the hell.