|This just in: Traci's crazy!
||[May. 12th, 2009|11:32 pm]
I need to see a therapist or something.|
Like, how do you even do that? Do you call one up and go, "Hi, I'm fucked up! HALP? Appointment plz." I somehow do not think that is how it works.
I am currently on my period (o hai TMI) and any mental problem I may or may not have is freaking multiplied by a zillion right now. Particularly depression and ADD. Plus I'm always really tired regardless* of sleep levels. This makes things like spending 8 hours at work and living alone REALLY DAMN HARD.
In a broader sense, I finally have the 2 things I've wanted for the last year: A real job, and an apartment in Tampa. I should be on top of the freaking WORLD right about now, but I want more! I don't know what that "more" is, but I should be completely happy and clearly I'm not. Fail.
*Also, I almost just said "irregardless". Might as well commit me now!