|This meme I stole from evil
||[Jul. 9th, 2009|07:42 pm]
I was given 5 words to write about: fear, strength, bananas, hope, feminine|
I think everyone knows I am afraid of fire, but not everyone knows why. It started when I tried to light a match on a windy day and was so afraid of burning myself. My fear of fire is essentially due to its destructive properties - that day, I was afraid of it destroying my skin. Grandly, I'm afraid of it destroying my possessions (the irreplaceable ones) and my body. Other things I am afraid of: lightning, appendicitis, and being alone. I am overcoming my fear of cockroaches.
I don't really have a lot of that, either physically or emotionally. Next!
They taste good. There was a time when I refused to eat them though, due to a horribly inappropriate joke that was made about me in 6th grade. Ask if you wanna know. I do not generally enjoy banana-flavored things, or smoothies with bananas in them. But bananas on their own are awesome. So is banana pudding, banana cream pie, and bananas foster.
It's what keeps me going. No matter what happens or how much life sucks, something better will come. There is a line in my favorite Relient K song, "You're telling me that there's no hope, I'm telling you you're wrong" - I have a friend who tried to kill herself but that lyric convinced her to go to the hospital. So hope means a lot to me.
Haha. I'm not really that big of a girly girl but you'd be amazed at how much makeup I own. Especially eye shadow. Good Lord! I do enjoy getting dressed up but I don't enjoy the effort/time it takes to look nice, so I don't do it very often. So it's that much better when I do. But that's about where my femininity ends. I'm certainly not a tomboy though.